Today, I am going to pain-stakingly take a break. I don't really know how well it will work, or if I'm willing to go through with it, but I probably will until I run out of things to do.
I will....
1) Do my homework
2) Enrich my vocabulary
3) Help prevent world hunger
4) Write
5) Write
6) Email like an emotional creep
7) Write
8) Watch Fight Club
9) Watch V For Vendetta
10) Maybe walk to North Point to brood for a bit in Starbucks and talk to that nice guy in Blockbuster about everything
Now, I might need some help because I love people. I like strangers in particular. And locking myself up in my house is extremely unlike me, but I have had enough of deception. I just want to let everyone know that if you feel like you want to tell me something, it doesn't even have to be anything about you, then you can. If someone tells you not to because I'll go on a rampage and get super pissed, then don't believe them. Too many things have been shut in the dark because of people who think that they know how I'm going to react. I just found out that one of my friends lost their virginity with a twelve-year-old, and I don't hate either of them. I don't really know how I'll react to that, but I still have time. Do not assume the worst. I will not freak out. I will not cry. I will not do anything I will regret. I will not let anyone know who told me what. I would just like to know what I have the right to know, and if you happen to have that sort of information then so-be-it. Please tell me what is mine to know without fear of anything I might to. My problems are my own, and I respect others' decisions.
Thank you
--Liz
